bla..bla..bla..

2010-02-27T05:13:00.003+08:00

Life is a chase.

Life is a struggle.

Life is a fight.

We keep on seeking to find...LOVE.

and LOVE aint only everything about having
deep affairs with another HUMAN

There is MORE to LIFE than B/G relationships

M..O..R..E.....

We seek

and keep on seeking

till the heart starts to LOVE

Everything..everything around us will start
to LOVE us back

The UNIVERSE is our bestfriend

Each and everyone of us OWNS it

we gotta LOVE it.
I gotta LOVE it.
and im definitely LOVING the struggle, the chase,
the journey....
of my LIFE :)

2010-02-08T21:14:00.002+08:00

Im gonna make things happen for MYSELF.
Im gonna do it like there's no other tomorrow.
"I am the master of my FATE, I am the captain of my SOUL"
Let this fire burning in me eternally

Amin.

2010-02-07T11:14:00.002+08:00

You've got to STAND for what you BELIEVE

2009-12-06T15:13:00.004+08:00

All this time,
all my life, ive been hanging on.
I guess this wont make a difference
even if i dont. Neither do i know
what's gonna happen tomorrow.

There's so much more in life than this.
So much more people...
Take this chances and dare to make a
difference for the future!

It will come...
Yes it will..
Dare to BELIEVE.......

2009-11-17T00:29:00.001+08:00

Shine down on me
Shine on this life that's burning out

2009-11-01T01:39:00.002+08:00

2009-10-27T09:19:00.003+08:00

All I want to do right now in this time of my life
is to be glad of the blissful smile on your face with
the ones ure fated to be with,little girl. Yes, god has
it's own plans and all we have to do is to accept
what's destined for us

"The only true gift is a portion of yourself."
You'll always be in my heart little girl.

When love is new
And the world is out reaching for you
We try hard to hold it all
In our hands
But it slips through
Like soft drifting sands
And drying the tears
Can build it all like new

Now and forever
Remember the words from my heart
Will always be true
Now and forever
Together and all that I feel
Is my love for you

Learning each day
That the right time was so far away
To tell you the things I knew
Now it's clear
That the moment
We searched for is here
And counting the years
Is all I want to do

Hold me as close
As love will allow
Until all your fears are gone

What has all passed
Is over now
I'm here with you
I'm here with you
I'm holding on
I'm holding on

The tears from my eyes on the day
I left you shows how much I love you,girl..
It means alot than just teardrops.

Remember those words from my heart
will always be true, girl.

And counting the years
Is all I want to do...

2009-10-13T22:50:00.000+08:00

Dont go.........

:(

2009-10-12T19:51:00.002+08:00

It hurts so much deep inside reading those words.......... :(
Im all broken
it's burning
It just cant stop haunting me down, god..

It's so easy of you to just skip over and find another.
What does love actually means?

I need some guidance

I need faith

I just dont wanna stop believing..

2009-10-03T16:55:00.002+08:00

It's simply pure virtue.

How could this gratifying
belief be taken off from me?

I cant..and never will I want to.

2009-09-27T16:26:00.001+08:00

2009-09-27T02:40:00.002+08:00

I was sitting by the shores
all alone with my strings,
reminiscing through these
memories of the old...

I started to realize.....

I finally realized....

I did not treasure it well..

nor value it well..

I was so naive.VERY...

psyche.

I deserve this...

Ive been hurting myself.how foolish can that be?
silly..sigh

A lesson learnt for myself,my experience..

I dont want these impediments to spit me wounds anymore.
saket la.. :(

but,it's too late..too deep..

it's over now......haiz

God

Please guide me through this..

I want a change.I want a switch.

I want to appreciate all the beings
around me.

Open up myself...

I'll wait..I'll be strong....

2009-09-26T14:04:00.008+08:00

My heart beats intensely
when i saw "Fizah Dear"
stated on the incoming
call alert. I felt as if I
was free from the sorrows
Ive been through
in my dreams. I answered
the call..The pacifying voice
held my dignity tightly, as if
I could have some warmth
with you right here with me..
I went looking around for the plate
that uve been wanting so badly,
searching like nobody else's
bussiness and i rushed my way
through the toilet and cleaned myself.
Feeling so much zealous in me i
called the number again
telling that im coming over.
I walked impatiently towards the
destination and tried to cool myself down
while waiting for ur presence.

Finally,there you came pacing
urself down the staircase with
a brown shirt and black tights.
My heart just could'nt take the sudden
strong pounding.

and

I passed it over.....................

*silence*

I said............
"Would you give me a hug?"

argh?k bye bye bye...

...............................................................................you walked away

you left...............................................

you really left..........................................................................

2009-09-25T01:59:00.002+08:00

There has been full of ups and downs in this current life of mine..
Things changes throughout this experience im living whether its good
or bad..School has been tensed with so much assignments and projects.haizz..
I just got to endure this for another year.Perhaps, I should not waste this
3 yrs of poly with just the sake of a Diploma cert,but instead i should enjoy this
education which is probably among the RAREst courses one could experience..

I just cant deny that music has played a big big part of my life..I cant live without
music and i couldnt stop working on my dreams of becoming a professional musician
one day..And of course, there is so much obstructions which got myself struck through,
both physically and mentally throughout this highway im running. I believe that these
are all meant to be because there are definitely no short cuts to SUCCESS..

One biggest occurrence that has happen in my life is LOVE.
It got me thinking and haunting me down endlessly..
I just cant get away with this feeling..
Ive made a huge mistake of letting someone so special in my life
fall deep in me..:(

Im exhausted

im empty

im torn

im burnt

Fizah,,I still do love you so much..
I miss you
Please dont fade this love away...
please dont forget me..
please..
please..

Im here..
I'll wait..
I'll keep holding onto it..

2009-09-07T00:23:00.003+08:00

Dear Fizah,

You have been the one..
You have pulled me deep within..
I aint gonna hate you like what
you've done to me..
Never..

Cuz the meaning of LOVE doesnt exist if
you dont belong in my heart...

2009-09-06T23:51:00.004+08:00

You dont know how much I miss you more
than anything else do you Nurhafizah Binte Muhd Ramle?? :(

How much you mean alot to me??
How much ive longed for your presence
How much i looked upon you each and
everytime of my life..

Why are you forbidding me now.....
Why do you want to forget me....
Why...
why..
why

2009-08-28T17:41:00.002+08:00

hah,

Impediments that can only
spit us wounds..

I dont want a mental distress
no more..
no more NO MORE..:(

2009-08-27T13:21:00.004+08:00

Just woke up from a peculiar sleep

I think its a message to me

A grievous message from the dream

Heartrending

I just dont know what should I do now

Where am i going?

unparalleled..

2009-08-25T04:29:00.000+08:00

Im not moving..

2009-08-24T16:09:00.000+08:00

Just when I thought that ive illuminated the truth
and my sorrows to you........

It went crushing me down and piercing me through
deeply and violently like as if
ive burnt you down into dusts of fury. :(

numb
scared
shattered
ruined
torned

Love..

just..

hurts.....

It's a hard road with deep,lingering pain

physically and mentally blockage

:(

2009-08-22T04:30:00.005+08:00

I just cant believe that Im actually given
the awesome opportunity to go Japan :)

Ive made it and i probably need to follow
this through. I just hope I could experience this
lifetime opportunity with a keen intellect
and provides me with a better vision of the
upcoming tasks to come.

Sometimes being a workaholic aint that
bad though cuz one day it's gonna spin it
through your world.No doubt, the utmost
thing to remember is, will it gratify your
passion?

Selamat Berpuasa to all of my Muslim friends:)

Meet the newly designed instant tea!

Subarashii~~

2009-08-19T00:13:00.003+08:00

God,

I really need this time off..
im getting skinnier as days goes by..
I just couldnt believe that im actually
turning into a stickman.. :(
my eyes are torn and im just purely
effing tired..

I just need to get my ass up with my
incredible fitness which i used to have
and i need to start eating now.

I need to start opening up myself
with the things that revolves around
me.I need to start brushing up this
intellectual ability of mine.

But...

I just cant seem to get it through
with one thing..which have made
the greatest impact in my life..

The existence which could hardly
shed off..

I just wish it aint another intend to
crush me again.endlessly.. :(

2009-08-15T21:40:00.003+08:00

Coming to of it...

Everything that revolves around us
have strong relations against each other..

Sometimes when we open up our minds
and start to appreciate this world "without blinkers"
towards the nature and the arrays of the distinct

social behaviours of the people, we could sense that
everything is far beyond our limitations..

To understand how little we know and to begin from there.

2009-08-13T21:34:00.004+08:00

And that's when the peace of mind
comes in where all of the corridor
lights are gonna shut any sooner
from now.

It's already close to 11pm but still,
working on this piece all alone in
the dusty design studio. Perhaps,
this whole entire old dark school.

Im just weak at this..
I dont why..
I dont know when will it end either..
I dont know if this feeling will last forever..
I dont know how people could get it over
and done with at just an instant?
:( , maybe they're way way stronger than
this soul-less man? dont know.
I dont know how the doubts dropped by
my head everytime i tried seeking for the sunrise..
And lastly, God.............

I just cant understand why am
i getting all these just because im the dominant?
even when ive given all my whole?
cluelesss..:(

I'll just hope these fine tunes playing through
my ears will keep me company for the rest of
my life..

Cuz they have been there to sustain this delicate
fall which no one truely understands...

even the most
special person in my life. :((

:(

2009-08-11T01:17:00.005+08:00

On Demand! :(
It's gonna be a long highway.
Definitely.
and I should be ready for this.

I just wish I need not sleep and rest.
So there's no heartbreaking dreams,
No wasting time,
No saliva drooling on my mouth,
No taik mata every morning..
It's just gonna make me laze through
and some parts of my life will be gone
,wasted. sheeesh

But i just realised Im just a human
I need all of these to be able to function well,
to be fresh everyday,
to be free from all the doubts that i have,
to be the man on top of the world.

I tried and i tried
and i'll keep on trying..

God , please just
give me this chance
to savour the moments
of my life .

Save me
Reach me
Touch me...

Betapa peritnya hatiku
pabila titis air mata ini
meracuni diriku..

2009-08-09T16:30:00.001+08:00

2009-08-07T03:53:00.006+08:00

I was scared, I was scared
I was lost, I was lost
Were lines that i couldnt change
And im just waiting till the shine wears off.

I was walking on a wire
looking down and there's no net
Im learning how to fall
falling with no ends..

Dont ever cease the realms of these strenuous substance
i'll just keep on daring to get lost in my own world :)

Just the man who cant be moved

This is Reality

2009-07-29T01:29:00.006+08:00

Ive just lost my soul to a woman so heartless
29/9/09
1.24am

You left me drowning in my tears
and you wont save me anymore..
anymore...

Never had the guts or even the
intentions to hurt you this bad
like what uve just did to someone
uve once loved so much...

wished those heartbreaking words are
never found in ur dictionary.

They just dont understand
Forced to drift away
Faraway...........

Rendra Hairul

2009-07-28T00:40:00.005+08:00

Tear me down endlessly dame.
God has planned these for me.
and you've just forgotten everything else.

I'll lose out in either ways.
just God knows the shoe im in.
crush me like you've always wanted, grande dame

2009-07-27T00:56:00.002+08:00

ah,im broken
it's been revealed...

i broke everything in me.
everything
EVERRRYTHING
EVERRRRRRTHHHHHING..

useless piece of people.

ouch

2009-07-25T19:03:00.003+08:00

Just when i thought it would fade off
the cognition, there goes another challenge
which pulled myself further downwards.

It came crashing through
But I'll just have to close my eyes and hide...

downcast
sigh

2009-07-24T18:31:00.005+08:00

16 hours of foam modeling with
deadly viruses all over in the studio
is hell shit scary experience of my entire
life in school..

Anyway,it's worth the while working on
these arduous elements:)

Heading off to TP to relieve this nightmare
with a short jam session with the dudes.
And i really need to fund for new pedals.sigh

Sleep-deprived

2009-07-23T10:22:00.002+08:00

Im just learning how to dance in the rain

and wishing that someone could just save
me from this annoying anguish :(

worn out and picking it up even stronger

2009-07-22T12:31:00.003+08:00

Sometimes i will just start to
wonder and realize how much
I have grown in terms of my
experiences on these phenomenon
that are never on my mind in the
past.

This is just the beginning of everything,

although it may seems contradicting at times....

holding on to this bitter line.

2009-07-16T23:39:00.002+08:00

Sitting here wasted and wounded,
and tearing myself down
in this old SP clubhouse..

Just cant help myself out.
you just cant see the blood
that is bleeding in me.

'Take a look at my face
There's no price i wont pay
to say these words to you.'

2009-07-15T22:24:00.004+08:00

"Panas panas sejuk"..

Been arrowed in the heart endlessly
noticed every single bits of movement.

I'll just stay on my root cause I Believe.

Whole body's burning gravely.
adui.

crushed till the end of eternity
Confusion aroused within me

2009-07-15T00:08:00.003+08:00

2009-07-13T22:29:00.003+08:00

The thermometer reads 38 degress.

Been sweating the whole day and now
I just need a deep rest at home.

And finally i could spent the whole day
seeking the never-ending cognitive content.

The warmth that cant be replace with.

2009-07-08T08:39:00.004+08:00

No matter how wrenching it is for me to
feel the damages you gonna bring me..

I'll never want that heart back of mine returned
Cuz ive stolen urs and ran far away from here.

The First and probably the Last heart.

I dont own you but i own your
heart and it's mine Forever....

Rendra Hairul

2009-07-07T23:50:00.004+08:00

Life is a quest for your dream..

Heed to the beats of affection ..

broke deeep inside.
knowing that soul
aint dare to face the sun.

2009-07-06T05:42:00.006+08:00

Broken like an arrow and living through the rain.

Hang on there mum.
I could feel it too.
U'll always have me.
and ure not alone..

A tear worth saving
and valued till the end of time

2009-07-05T18:44:00.004+08:00

Ouch,does is meant that i'll have to suffer and endure just because i drop it off? :(
clueless

I need to write this album out.
It hurts so much.

Ouch

2009-07-05T17:01:00.002+08:00

Definitely gonna catch Addy's "Divine" and Mr Big's concert coming up!
:)

2009-07-05T13:10:00.002+08:00

Breaking free from the notional chronological order.

2009-06-30T21:33:00.002+08:00

I feel like running far away from here
and never want to stop :(

2009-06-30T19:08:00.004+08:00

Ive been raking all day long and i need a solution to these.
This delicate experience brought me all along to nourish
the composition of this life im living in. A complex yet
grieving moments and full of unexpected occurrence.

I can smell that it wont go away and disappear
nor do I want it to be gone
I just need to realize and taking all of these
positively in such a way that it will bring back
good accounts in my life.

Yeah, I'll continue to follow this heart of mine
with Modesty and Integrity
I can and I will

Amin

Clad only in her virtues

2009-06-29T02:24:00.006+08:00

Eyebags....

worth the creations :)

'bring the tiny pieces together and the magic will come by'

2009-06-28T14:24:00.003+08:00

'It does'nt mean we have to own the ones we really love'
I remembered people keep on mentioning it
repeatedly in the past. And i guess this phrase
really meant alot to me. Ive been listening and
following to my heart and never regretted any move
Ive made cause I believe it makes a difference in
a living. I DARE to follow my inner self rather than
attempting my desires just to satisfy them.
Nevertheless the strong fidelity stays through undivided...

2009-06-28T05:07:00.003+08:00

No matter how far the distance is

I still could feel and believe strongly
on the laws of attraction..
It really made me venture the depths
of the existence..

2009-06-25T01:39:00.003+08:00

I know it hurts dreadfully whenever im missing you.

Whenever I flipped my wallet to get the cashcard out
for ERP and the next thing i saw was a picture staring
at me.

Whenever the taste of belacan strikes my tongue buds.

Whenever I lay down on my bed every night.

Whenever i washed my hands.

Whenever,when.....ever...

No doubt,
Rock 'n' Roll keeps me going

2009-06-20T12:08:00.002+08:00

Please go away..

I could tell how awkward it is to be with them now.
I'll just reminisce the heartbreaking scenes whenever
looking at their faces

Cant fill up myself with ignorance anymore.
It's so strong
Go Away

Go Away
Go Away
Go Away

Sigh

2009-06-19T07:34:00.004+08:00

Shagged and still,still hurt.damn.

Anyways,do grab their CD launch today and have a chance
to get a free voucher worth of 10 bux from Wrangler and Lois. -_-
All thanks to Audionauts for the sponsorship.hah

I should'nt feel this anymore but it wont go away.

2009-06-18T06:31:00.005+08:00

No say

empty promises..

2009-06-18T01:20:00.003+08:00

I still remember the day when the two pinky's held strong together, proving the words which seems for real.
Until one day that I found out that I am alone standing for the words which I thought it's still does exist.

2009-05-29T00:10:00.003+08:00

It hit me hard on the other side.
No one leaves this delicate experience
in a short route. Get it done right or im
never gonna attain it.

It's when the thunder strikes

2009-05-25T21:51:00.002+08:00

Mum has been randomly discussing about
moving into some place faraway from here.
I have no idea when she got that great offer
and how im gonna adapt to their living.
But i'll just hope that the other party could
understand me and provide myself with
the education that Ive always wanted.
And most importantly, I pray that they
can live well together...

2009-05-24T14:03:00.005+08:00

Stop the bombings.
Is there reasons for this retaliation?
err,I dont think so..
Aint asking anything from you at all.
And do you have any idea of saying that
i should think about it further??
erm, maybe i should say that to you instead.
or maybe not.hmmmmm

Not even regretting for the actions I took.
Cause I know I left for good reasons.
And one important thing that you
should know is that there's no one else
in my life and it's only you.
Once again,neither do I ask nor hoping for
anything. Im already living my life endlessly with
no heartbreaking moments anymore.
It's just so unnecessary for me to
be hurt countless of times
at this age where there's absolutely
other important commitments to
achieve.

Maybe you've lost the faith but not for
me. Not even a day that I wont bother to
leave "IT" away from me. The strong
fidelity stays throughout.

Again,neither do I need a retaliation
nor an action to these.
It's a reflection of how wrong
the perceptions which have brought
me to your huge existence all this while.

cheers

2009-05-21T23:53:00.002+08:00

It's hard to believe that there's nothing on
that finger anymore. So where's the genuine
faith from the past till now before everything
even started?? I guess it's just a game that
ive ultimately managed to save myself from.
Frankly, this is a test on the faith you've got.
It explains a million because I believe the
strong fidelity will still be present no matter
what happens. Maybe I am so wrong on
the perceptions which have brought me to
your huge existence all this while.
I wont define this as a waste of time
because I am sure everybody will
go through this experience in their lives.

My life
My passion
My experiences
My dignity
My integrity

It all boils down with an undeniable mentality.

cheers

2009-05-01T11:41:00.004+08:00

Some things are never meant
to be spoon-fed.I know its
ridiculous to have time spent
too much on these arduous yet
nourish elements but they ultimately
don't come by with an instant.
It's very annoying and irritating at
times because it needs a super keen
intellect in a being.

Roused with no ends.

2009-04-11T01:01:00.003+08:00

School's reopening soon and i just cant seem
to get myself into bed like i usually do.
But I believe those sleepless nights i had
during this hols have ultimately broadened
my life in one way or another.

Gonna head off to Batam for wake boarding with
the friends in the morning:) Just gotta give it a trial
on this interesting sport:)

cheerios

2009-04-08T08:01:00.002+08:00

I can't deny that the pieces and structures
really goes well together..Problem is basically
the execution part which ultimately affects mentally.
Solving and exploring different depths from time to
time will satisfy my doubts of the excruciating
theoritical substance, which makes my mind go flurry.
I really need a guide to these obscure structures.
I guess with them all armed in myself will bring
me pretty pretty good good improv. :)

2009-04-08T07:18:00.002+08:00

Aint it relieve to see you enjoying
every pieces and bits of your life.
Rather than having obstructions
that who you might think they will
be affected in anyway?:)

Oh Gosh, this is how it should be..
I am so contented that ive gotten
out the way(trap) at this period of time.
Oh yes,I believe it's still too early for the
right one ;D Apology for lacking sophistication
in the past yeah..Well,it'll ultimately benefits
both parties in any way..
Get on your shoes and savour the
moments of ur life! :):)

Just remember the piece of advice
and the promise which seems
for real. It reflects a million ways
throughout the experience. ;)

Cheers

2009-04-06T10:17:00.004+08:00

Lately, the morning dew have spiced up
myself from refraining what i adore since
back then. I could always sense that fire is
blazing in me with the presence of everything
that surrounds. The world is fair in umpteen
reasons. Bring no limitations back home.

2009-04-04T13:59:00.005+08:00

Lines and columns of Angkor Wat(Cambodia)

New realms awaits in the eye of the world.
It's a matter of seeking the delight with our hearts.
Get lusty and ablaze with excitement and one thing
for sure,Dare to get lost in ur world..

2008-10-30T22:11:00.002+08:00

It strucked me again and again..
No one could hear it nor feel it..

Applying Edwin's technique use of thinking more depthly towards oneself
makes it look more obvious of what's going on.Thanks

"Fucked up"

2008-10-29T23:12:00.006+08:00

Hey,

Apology to all avid readers out there for coming by frequently to check out for updates.
I know,Ive been mute for a long time.
Ive been struggling hard to maintain my lifestyle that'll keep on tripping me over and again.
Ive been trying very hard to do whatever it takes to stay on my route.
Ive been busy with assignments and problems.
Ive been thinking too much unnecessary stuffs.
Ive been trying hard to understand how it works and why.
Ive been searching and working for the right plan each and everyday.
Ive been trying to make oneself understand me.
Ive been missing my darling each and every hour.
Ive been missing my fitness.
Ive been missing my trainings.
Ive been missing my old friends.
sigh,oh great..

And i just bought myself a Takamine.
yeah,it's Brilliant,crispy and splendid tone.

Till then,Good day peeps!cheerios:)

"I love u so much honey"

2008-08-25T23:35:00.004+08:00

The long break is here and im definitely free from any projects and assignments.
I guess it is time to devote myself to resume back on where i got hooked up..
I'll work it all up as far as i could through the obstacles around me.

I know,sometimes i would get distracted by the obstacles that is within me.

They'll keep on coming by and slowing me down hesitantly...

I'll just have to fortify myself with contentment for this will leads me through.yeah

And one thing I discovered about myself throughout the period is that I have learnt to seek my happiness by limiting my desires,rather than attempting it sometimes to satisfy them.

"Everytime i look at you,baby,i see something new

that takes me higher than before and makes me want

you more."

2008-08-07T00:18:00.000+08:00

Happy 4th monthsary my dear fizah!!:)
Sweet baby I love you for real I can't explain just how I feel You are to me a special love And the love I feel is from above To never hurt you is my true desire Yet right now my heart is on fire It burn in away I can't explain Completely different from other pains It's sadness yet joyful too Devastated yet hopes crushed Still strongly unbearable yet copes Baby I love u

Be strong baby in whatever that's gonna happen nxt..have some faith in you cuz I believe ure a strong girl darling..

2008-07-26T23:58:00.000+08:00

Oh, well

To all the avid readers that constantly visits my blog to check out for new updates on me,i apologize for not updating that often.I know it has been months since i last updated this dusty old blog of mine..

Frankly,I am plain lazy to do so due to the occurrence in my life right now..

Ermmm,yeah,life has been pretty much beautiful and complete with my adorable girlfriend, Fizah.Yes,I have fallen soo deep for her and i cant imagine how'd my life would be without her.She's my moon,my sun and stars,my earth,my sky,my sea and everything!I keep missing her each and everytime when she's away from me and after seeing her,all my unease will ends..I'd shiver with the warmth of her hugs and kisses...

ahhh,dear!!i want you to know that i love u so freaking much and it's more than you ever ever know..You are my sunshine baby:)

School's have been rather hectic with the flooding of projects and assignments..Yet i enjoyed every piece of work that was given despite the fact that it acquires a great amount of hardwork and patience..In fact,these works maximises my perceptions and knowledge on generating brilliant ideas..I am starting to think more design-ly with things that revolves around me..

I have been listening and came by across really good music these days..and I believe that there's a never-ending theory to all of these..I'll keep on digging in as deep as i could cuz i'd love to feeeeel the true pleasure in my playing one day just like any other greatest players up there..

2008-04-07T10:17:00.000+08:00

a new school,,

refreshing environment,,

newfound inspiring techniques,,

annndd an adorable soulmate :D

what more could i ask for???;)

I LOVE YOU FIZAH!! muaah..hhe

2008-03-25T00:59:00.000+08:00

oh,I could feel that your hands ignite a simmering passion..

My body keeps trembling and my heart beats faster than ever.
It affect my senses througout..aww,i adore.:)
your contented smile and touch made me float..
err,natural and speechless??yes,it's so indulging! :)

it's the first and i simply couldnt make the move yet.
be by my side..:)

2008-03-19T23:20:00.000+08:00

no no..

err,I really hope that it's just another negative thought which is Soooo untrue..

err,shouldn't have fallen in so much..oh maaaan,,It keeps on running through my mind now..damn it.

erm,yeah,all i can say is,, just be honest cuz I really wouldn't wanna face this shit.

2008-03-07T05:51:00.000+08:00

coated with chocolate?aww man,lovely..

Somehow i feel rather complete and satisfied with your presence..err..clueless
don't know?why?how?err,that's lovely..
time?erm,yeah..
gratified?precisely
wow,,,,,,,,,,the power of law of attraction..It explains everything! "ahh........."

oh,that's what they called L__e??pretty indulging huh :)

2008-03-02T17:10:00.000+08:00

Okay,so there have been so many memorable and wonderful events happened for the past three months of my life.oh well,maybe some of you are wondering why I have not been updating so frequently..hmm,maybe cause im lazy or i think that i need not to.. err,just forget about it.

Results was okay and been posted to SP in a design course.School's starting soon and i bet that everything will be so different compared to Secondary Sch's life.oh yeah, im so looking forward to it man :)Furthermore,there's plenty of my friends in that school,so there should not be a problem..yeah

Band's have been performing in quite a number of gigs and there's more to come..Will update more about it soon...Oh and there's this two other bands which plays the same genre as us too an they're actually our friends which came from different routes..hmm,yeah we've been gigging and jamming together for quite sometime though.Recently,we did a compilation and performed in "Actors",one of the bars in clarke quay.aha,and that's a great experience man!

Apart from that,,ermm..I have a new baby! :D yeah,Bought it last month with a great offer..It's a Red Fender Stratocaster Yngwie Malmsteen Signature Series!wahaha :D
For now,im just getting used to the scalloped fretboard which are actually rarely used by guitarists out there.I'll post some pics of the baby soon :)

err,I think im in ___?or is it just a random feeling?oh well,im missing somebody..err

2008-01-03T00:01:00.001+08:00

Oh,yeah,,there's so many things happened in my life during these holidays.
Most of the time I enjoyed myself and in fact, I really made use of the time.I had been mixing arnd with lots of companies,mainly the music lovers.yep
oh,There's too many to share with man.aha

So,yeah..It's been a while and There's like only a few more weeks to the day that will somehow determines my future :).Thinking of it,i still remember the first paper of O levels.hha
Everyone's faces was ultimately nervous and at the same filled with so much confidence.
And before i knew it,I am already enjoying myself right know.ahha.
woooww,time really flies man.Today marks the first day of school and it's fantastic.................

school???ahha.oh,sorry..im just kiddin man.:D

Yes,btw,im already employed.But it's kinda hard to work right now due to some issues.haha
Actually,it's because of my long-curly hair..I've promised myself not to cut it again after a few weeks before the Olevels officially started.hha..so yeah.

ermm,oh the gig at DXO was okay..To be frank,not many people really turn up for the gigg actually..aha.Alot of them went for other better giggs which doesnt really cost so much as ours.Well,,it doesnt matter anyway coz we've rocked the stage!And it really boost up our confidence level man.We also recieved quite a number of compliments from those people regarding our original and covers:D

yep,for know,we're still looking for more giggs in future.

alright then,im off to doze.. :)

2007-12-19T22:45:00.000+08:00

hello people;D

ermm,yeah,we found out that Ben N Jerry is having some events going on and so,we are not able to perform during these month..hmm,maybe nxt month:)i'll update more in future.

BUuuuuuuuuuUT...

We'll be performing at a gig at DXO on the 29th dec..so,everyone...I mean anyone who is reading this post,,are invited! -_-
oh,,yeah..So sorry that this gig is not free of charge.aha.
err,It costs 12 bucks plus 1 free soft drink..lol

alaaaa,,12 bucks je pon tkkn tk mampu kan?hhe
diet coke ade,slimming coke(lame) ade ,pepsi,paipsi(lame giler)ala,,sumer ade la..tknk ke? khekhe

ok,so,if anyone interested can leave me a message on the tagboard or just look for me at msn..alright???hha

Anyway,the gig will be from 1 to 7pm..Yep,there'll be other bands performing too.lotsa Genre. :D

So,,again..anybody interested to go,,feel free to approach me ok?hah

2007-11-23T12:19:00.000+08:00

Hey yaw..Gonna be away for sometime.
Will be back nxt wk.
Good day pple. ;D

Happy holidays.ahha

Keep me where the light is

2007-11-23T00:00:00.000+08:00

Alright man.
Prom was great! Epecially towards the end where all of us went to the dancefloor and dance to the beat!ahha.We even bodysurfed marn! cooliooo!

oh,yar..I even managed to learn some shuffle steps from nana,the photographer.khekhe
pple were having so much fun dancing to the beat!bloody hell!
I was soOOoo drenched up.ahha

oh,look at the stage lightings man.it's pretty cool!love3 it.;D

more pics coming up yeah.. :::))))

Bring it to live.

rEn

2007-11-19T12:43:00.000+08:00

These are not meant to be killed with ease.
Well,,,this may take some time..hell yeah,im gonna live with it.

Okay,so.we'll be performing at cathay's Ben N Jerry nxt month.aha,erm,still waiting for further infos.
oh,and im really looking forward to this wed as we'll be performing at the school's prom night.;D
So,,,regenites.. better come or else ................ i'll eat up all the leftover food~ -_- kid2

Hmm,last night's live music at The Pump Room,CQ. was fab..Addy,as usual,did his flawless solos.Not forgetting Crazy Elephant's blues.hhe,Favourite man.

cheers.

some of the traits we aspire to.

2007-11-07T23:20:00.000+08:00

hey yaw,hello,what's up,yo,hi!!!ahha

aaaaahhhhhchhooooooooooo!shheessh,argh!there's dust everywhere. wakak

Alright man,maybe you should know why im not able to blog yea. :)

yeah,,okay..Yesterday, marks the end of the examination and also my birth date..ahha.

oh,hmm,,,,,,,wth would you feel if ur in my position during the last min of the major examination??hell yeah!!it's freaking AWESOME mann!hha.

well,I really had a great time yesterday with my band mates including pawan.Thanks guys for the surprises and gifts yaw.lol

cheers:)

with great ability.

2007-09-16T22:20:00.000+08:00

ahhha.

alright,,let me get myself update yea :)

well,first of all, my band had qualified to the grand finals of The Ultimate Air Band Competition which was held last sunday at Cineleisure..

and....we won the title!hha.

oh,yeah,we were among few of the indie bands who qualified to the grand finals ;D

anyway,this is our first glory and we are still in hunger for more!;D

still discovering this technique thoroughly.

2007-09-03T19:27:00.000+08:00

click to enlarge:)

wee!!

Teacher's day was absolutely marvellous!

hell yeah,,we managed to send our music to the wonderful audiences really well.aha
The crowd made me more exuberent to let out even more stuffs than before.
Somehow, i think we have done our job for stealing some of the pple's attention in the hall.heh
well,as far as i am concerned,you guys who were present in that concert were great man!
Thanks for supporting us! ;D
keep on rock'n man!aha

enjoy the vids!

It's the 2nd song

the 3rd song feat huda.

aha,If you guys were wondering why the first song was just instrumental,well,actually fads mic was not functioning well.AvA was a lil bit F up.

2007-08-30T23:23:00.000+08:00

hello,bloggie..;D

Alright,first of all,i would to invite all peeps out there to regent sec tomorrow coz me and my band will be performing at the teacher's day concert..aha
ok,i know it's not a big thing but hey,a journey of thousand miles starts from a single step.-_-
anyway,it's free though.hha

hmm,oh yar fyi we have an audition on the following day at youth park.:)

well,i gotta hit my beds now to energize my fingers to execute my stuff 2moro.

Phsycologically

2007-08-05T23:03:00.000+08:00

hell yeah!!

Baybeats was totally awesome man!

oh,yea,I was present in that festival for 3 days straight..muha.
LLLove their music!especially The Sallys ;D

Dot and Fad joined in the mosh group and they got bodysurfed!ahha.how cool is that!

well,to all indie rock lovers..keep on rock'n the world!

Alright,We're gonna try and attain the summit for nxt yr's _____? :)
oh,let's look forward to these upcoming events first.T's day,concertdemusique,prom

2007-07-29T00:45:00.000+08:00

proootzz,It's already midnight..yeah,,im just thinking bout the midnight blues. ;D

Basically,I hang out with dad just now.He brought me straight to Clarque Quay for a Gigg at "Crazy Elephant" 's pub.The atmosphere in that pub was really fantastic.LLLLOOvvve the music!Now,that's what i call good music.

oh,yeah,Our butts got glued onto the seats as I was totally oblivious bout the time.lol

Alright im off to destroy my fingertips again.

The mastery of creating these sounds

2007-07-19T23:22:00.000+08:00

Yeah,I've made my decision and im pulling out from the team.Glad that he understood my situation.Well,it's my final year to be in that team but somehow i'll rather apply it to other commitments.Anyway,it's for the better.;D

hey,auditions are 2moro and we'll gonna send some music to the judges or whatsoever and also some peeps maybe..waka
Im ready to execute my stuff marn.weee

big deal??muahaha

2007-07-12T21:49:00.000+08:00

Emulating this state of experience is feasible but it may seem baffling at times.
aha,let it be...

well,big deal,maybe next time.

2007-07-11T20:11:00.000+08:00

oh GOD,,why must you bring me down into this 50 50 situation??

why must they fall on the same month,same week??oh,marn

Well,Im just gonna bear with it and see how it goes..-_-

Thailand??Prelims,Teacher's Day??

The study of anthropology

2007-07-06T00:08:00.000+08:00

These are some traits "we" aspire to.

A brilliant sense of uniqueness.

2007-06-30T22:51:00.000+08:00

This gets into realms of psychology that probably exceed our comprehension.

Yeah,you've been by my side..

2007-06-25T21:59:00.000+08:00

pheeww,out of a sudden we had beep test just now during comb. sch. training!waha

Frankly,I did not give all my best as there's gonna be another beep test on wed and that's for my club's..well,I just gave arnd 70% of my breath coz it ain't that "important".hha

Aishoooww,,can you imgaine that I have 3 major physical "TESTS" in a week??wakak.Friday's gonna be my school's annual cross-country run.-_-

SO,,it's better that I should hit my beds noww!!!lol

2007-06-24T21:45:00.000+08:00

well3,school's gonna resume tomorrow and sooO,there'll be less time on them..

oh,yeah,,and there'll also gonna be lesser lectic acid in my arms and fingers in the meantime.aha

Anyway,i'll give myself a conscious message that will incorporate itself into my root.

yes, it ain't gonna exceed my comprehension.

"I am that"

2007-06-19T21:36:00.000+08:00

hey ho!please hold on to ur drum sticks tight coz we gonna rock and roll!!wakakak.. -____-

oh yeah,Dot's new set is gonna be delivered straight here,,,,,yeah here,,,,,,,my crib!!lol

We got to plan on the insulators really well as those super damn loud yet beautiful beats might irritate some people..haha

alright..im off to watch that show.;D

2007-06-16T23:33:00.000+08:00

I'd surely like to take this challenge even if it's tidious coz this might be the main root.muha

And,,,oh,yeah,not forgetting bout the treatment ahha..well,, i guess it doesn't matter as long as it's forward;D

ermm,ah yar.
Argh,damn!we still haven't get those tickets yet.I wanna meet Addy!wakaka

oh,just keep me where the light is.

2007-06-10T21:50:00.000+08:00

Like what he said earlier,,

There's no mystery behind all of this.

Hoping that I'll be the beneficiary of some of his experiences he's giving me.

2007-06-02T00:00:00.000+08:00

It's sort of self-hypnosis, or self-induced brainwashing.

Overcoming the psycological barriers with equanimity.

2007-05-29T21:50:00.000+08:00

weeeeeee!!

We will somehow gonna record our hits in the studio in future coz it's gonna be equipped with those speacialized recording stuffs ..muha

yeah,He really have alot of relating sources..His friends, who came just now to help us out, are in one of the local bands..

hmm,,argh,They should invent this surreal idea earlier as all of us gonna graduate soon.aha

The amotory work

2007-05-26T23:28:00.000+08:00

One of the major exams is just around the corner and after which we will have our own "_____ DEN"!!!!!muha

The apparatuseZZZZ will be brought in soon.hoping for cool ones with better qualities so there'll be no worries.;D

Apart from that,everything's gonna be feasible if i were to keep on taking in and sustaining these great ordeals sporadically.Trying every concievable routes with pleasure..

2007-05-21T22:18:00.000+08:00

As usual, we spent the night at arab street to have teh tarik accompanied by some karipaps.waha

Well,I agree to what dad said.
We have to apply what's best for the people and ourselves too..This might be a turn out to some of them but hey,,it's for the better..We can still execute our influences to the people right.
What i mean right now is just to be complex to other better sources and we'll see how it goes yeah.

Sometimes it's hard to explain what's best,as all of us have different interests.hha
Anyway,mates,,,,,let's try some of them and hopefully it turn out well yea.

Beyond the neon lights

2007-05-20T00:02:00.000+08:00

He was right..

The grandeur of just those three sentences changes people's mentality.

And this is just a grounding for each of them..