It hit me hard on the other side.
No one leaves this delicate experience
in a short route. Get it done right or im
never gonna attain it.

It's when the thunder strikes

Mum has been randomly discussing about
moving into some place faraway from here.
I have no idea when she got that great offer
and how im gonna adapt to their living.
But i'll just hope that the other party could
understand me and provide myself with
the education that Ive always wanted.
And most importantly, I pray that they
can live well together...

Stop the bombings.
Is there reasons for this retaliation?
err,I dont think so..
Aint asking anything from you at all.
And do you have any idea of saying that
i should think about it further??
erm, maybe i should say that to you instead.
or maybe not.hmmmmm

Not even regretting for the actions I took.
Cause I know I left for good reasons.
And one important thing that you
should know is that there's no one else
in my life and it's only you.
Once again,neither do I ask nor hoping for
anything. Im already living my life endlessly with
no heartbreaking moments anymore.
It's just so unnecessary for me to
be hurt countless of times
at this age where there's absolutely
other important commitments to
achieve.

Maybe you've lost the faith but not for
me. Not even a day that I wont bother to
leave "IT" away from me. The strong
fidelity stays throughout.

Again,neither do I need a retaliation
nor an action to these.
It's a reflection of how wrong
the perceptions which have brought
me to your huge existence all this while.



cheers

It's hard to believe that there's nothing on
that finger anymore. So where's the genuine
faith from the past till now before everything
even started?? I guess it's just a game that
ive ultimately managed to save myself from.
Frankly, this is a test on the faith you've got.
It explains a million because I believe the
strong fidelity will still be present no matter
what happens. Maybe I am so wrong on
the perceptions which have brought me to
your huge existence all this while.
I wont define this as a waste of time
because I am sure everybody will
go through this experience in their lives.

My life
My passion
My experiences
My dignity
My integrity

It all boils down with an undeniable mentality.

cheers

Some things are never meant
to be spoon-fed.I know its
ridiculous to have time spent
too much on these arduous yet
nourish elements but they ultimately
don't come by with an instant.
It's very annoying and irritating at
times because it needs a super keen
intellect in a being.

Roused with no ends.