hah,


Impediments that can only
spit us wounds..


I dont want a mental distress
no more..
no more NO MORE..:(

Just woke up from a peculiar sleep














I think its a message to me















A grievous message from the dream













Heartrending













I just dont know what should I do now














Where am i going?













unparalleled..

Im not moving..

Just when I thought that ive illuminated the truth
and my sorrows to you........

It went crushing me down and piercing me through
deeply and violently like as if
ive burnt you down into dusts of fury. :(


numb
scared
shattered
ruined
torned


Love..










just..














hurts.....






It's a hard road with deep,lingering pain

physically and mentally blockage

:(

I just cant believe that Im actually given
the awesome opportunity to go Japan :)

Ive made it and i probably need to follow
this through. I just hope I could experience this
lifetime opportunity with a keen intellect
and provides me with a better vision of the
upcoming tasks to come.

Sometimes being a workaholic aint that
bad though cuz one day it's gonna spin it
through your world.No doubt, the utmost
thing to remember is, will it gratify your
passion?



Selamat Berpuasa to all of my Muslim friends:)







Meet the newly designed instant tea!


Subarashii~~

God,

I really need this time off..
im getting skinnier as days goes by..
I just couldnt believe that im actually
turning into a stickman.. :(
my eyes are torn and im just purely
effing tired..

I just need to get my ass up with my
incredible fitness which i used to have
and i need to start eating now.

I need to start opening up myself
with the things that revolves around
me.I need to start brushing up this
intellectual ability of mine.

But...


I just cant seem to get it through
with one thing..which have made
the greatest impact in my life..

The existence which could hardly
shed off..


I just wish it aint another intend to
crush me again.endlessly.. :(

Coming to of it...

Everything that revolves around us
have strong relations against each other..

Sometimes when we open up our minds
and start to appreciate this world "without blinkers"
towards the nature and the arrays of the distinct

And that's when the peace of mind
comes in where all of the corridor
lights are gonna shut any sooner
from now.

It's already close to 11pm but still,
working on this piece all alone in
the dusty design studio. Perhaps,
this whole entire old dark school.


Im just weak at this..
I dont why..
I dont know when will it end either..
I dont know if this feeling will last forever..
I dont know how people could get it over
and done with at just an instant?
:( , maybe they're way way stronger than
this soul-less man? dont know.
I dont know how the doubts dropped by
my head everytime i tried seeking for the sunrise..
And lastly, God.............

I just cant understand why am
i getting all these just because im the dominant?
even when ive given all my whole?
cluelesss..:(


I'll just hope these fine tunes playing through
my ears will keep me company for the rest of
my life..


Cuz they have been there to sustain this delicate
fall which no one truely understands...

even the most
special person in my life. :((


:(

On Demand! :(
It's gonna be a long highway.
Definitely.
and I should be ready for this.


I just wish I need not sleep and rest.
So there's no heartbreaking dreams,
No wasting time,
No saliva drooling on my mouth,
No taik mata every morning..
It's just gonna make me laze through
and some parts of my life will be gone
,wasted. sheeesh

But i just realised Im just a human
I need all of these to be able to function well,
to be fresh everyday,
to be free from all the doubts that i have,
to be the man on top of the world.

I tried and i tried
and i'll keep on trying..






God , please just
give me this chance
to savour the moments
of my life .

Save me
Reach me
Touch me...

Betapa peritnya hatiku
pabila titis air mata ini
meracuni diriku..

I was scared, I was scared
I was lost, I was lost
Were lines that i couldnt change
And im just waiting till the shine wears off.


I was walking on a wire
looking down and there's no net
Im learning how to fall
falling with no ends..


Dont ever cease the realms of these strenuous substance
i'll just keep on daring to get lost in my own world :)


Just the man who cant be moved