God,

I really need this time off..
im getting skinnier as days goes by..
I just couldnt believe that im actually
turning into a stickman.. :(
my eyes are torn and im just purely
effing tired..

I just need to get my ass up with my
incredible fitness which i used to have
and i need to start eating now.

I need to start opening up myself
with the things that revolves around
me.I need to start brushing up this
intellectual ability of mine.

But...


I just cant seem to get it through
with one thing..which have made
the greatest impact in my life..

The existence which could hardly
shed off..


I just wish it aint another intend to
crush me again.endlessly.. :(